LiFe WiTh CoNfLiCtS~~

Conflicts do occur in everyone's life.. But in my case, conflict happened in choosing whether to confess or not to confess out what i felt and think to my life partner..  To him, he also do feel the same.. I struggled for so long and finally all problems burst out... But after i told him what i felt, which caused me to be very sensitive and strong jealousy, he chose not to tell me oredi bout his activities and wit who.. In his point of view is for my own good so that i wont think too much.. But for me, who stay far apart from him currently, makes me feel that if in a relationship without honest update about what he is doing will caused our long distance relationship hard to sustain. So whether is it better to confess out what i felt or remain silent n keep pretending nothing happen?

Complicated feeling!!

Just arrived Kuching again this morning. Now totally in a down mood.
Missing someone and at the same time many thing to do.
Now just hoping for someone give me strength to overcome this hard time that i need to go thru right now.
Sitting on the bed and memories start to flash back where those happy moments that i went thru this mid sem break.

Moment i am with ah kam and kau fu (took photo together for de first time)

 With u and missing u too~~

Valentine 2012 wit dear~~

My second celebration of valentine day since the last time of celebration on 2009..
Still remember that our 1st celebration was at Genting..
That time dear dear bought me one small piggy..
In this 2012 valentine day, another bear bear is added to my collection..
I name it "ah bear"~

bear comes together with rose

And we bought our flippers from 1st avenue..

purple colour is mine and blue colour belong to dear dear

Also not to forget of the cheese cake that dear dear bought for me in the evening...

marble cheese cake

Our 2012 valentine ended by watching "The Wedding Diary" by ah niu..
such a nice movie..

New year, new resolution

Again,,, is another new year which means i m getting older again..
think back the past one year, nothing much achievement that i have done..
hope that in dis 2012, i can be a better n smarter person..
pressure here n there... but no matter what happens, i still ned to continue my journey..
n for most important thing is dat in dis year hope dat i can find my real pathway for my future..
for now, faster go study ba..
getting lazier nowadays.. lack of motivation from ppl around me...
For this new year, i have made my own calender which i think izzit considered my first achievement for dis year?? hehehe

Another tired day!!!!

My eyes already seeking for help. During this middle of the night, i'm not in the bed yet but still in cybercafe.
I guess i'm just killing myself. Later not enough sleep then i'll get pimples again. So hope that i'm now on the bed and having my sweet dreams~~

Langkawi trip

After a long break of doing nothing after my practical, finally i get to go for a vacation together with my family.
This was my third time going to Langkawi for three days two night. I reached there around 6 something through ferry. We managed to rent a car and then headed towards Kuah town for dinner as our stomach already screaming for help. As now is puasa time for malays, so there must be "pasar ramadan". And so we chose to "jalan jalan cari makan" along the pasar ramadan. We packed a lot of foods and brought it back to buka puasa together.

Then we moved to our staying place which is TNB holiday villa ( dunno the exact name).
Quite a nice house with air-condition. All other equipment and house whole was provided to us in the house.
But what i most impressed about that house is that i can see sunrise and sunset even when i'm in the house.
And that also faced to the beach where i can see  people strolling along the beach. i didnt took much picture of that house. So i just got the picture where i took at the kitchen with my sister.

After that, we went to the beach. Just walk around and took some picture during the sunset.
Is very relaxing and nice scenery.

On the second day, we had our breakfast at cactus cafe. Nothing special about the cafe. Just that there are few large cactus there and they hung a lot of jersey as decoration. Today we need to start explore the whole Langkawi island. So, we started by visiting cable car and also Makam Mahsuri. Cable car was fun but the Makam Mahsuri was quite boring and tiring. No wonder last time i request so many times to visit Makam Mahsuri but no one wanted to go there. Is just all history of Langkawi island. I think if i'm given another chance to visit there again, i rather go to the wildlife park than Makam Mahsuri.

In the cable where we are at top of the world. hehe.
I can view the whole Langkawi island in the cable.

This is the bridge on top of the hill. We stopped at the second station and walked down to this bridge.
The bridge is shaking when i'm standing on it. It was scary and the wind is very strong until i look like a crazy girl cos of untidy hair. But after enjoy, we need to climb stairs back to the cable car station. Is so long stairs to climb.... huhu.... T.T

On the third day, we went to visit Underwater World Langkawi. After 3 weeks of separation, i get to meet back my best friend again. So miss them~~~ Anyway, i already feel satisfied cos can meet and chat with them. Also dunno when is the next time that we gonna meet each other again. Our last destination will be Kuah. Last chance to grab chocolate and liquor before back to Kuala kedah.