LiFe WiTh CoNfLiCtS~~

Conflicts do occur in everyone's life.. But in my case, conflict happened in choosing whether to confess or not to confess out what i felt and think to my life partner..  To him, he also do feel the same.. I struggled for so long and finally all problems burst out... But after i told him what i felt, which caused me to be very sensitive and strong jealousy, he chose not to tell me oredi bout his activities and wit who.. In his point of view is for my own good so that i wont think too much.. But for me, who stay far apart from him currently, makes me feel that if in a relationship without honest update about what he is doing will caused our long distance relationship hard to sustain. So whether is it better to confess out what i felt or remain silent n keep pretending nothing happen?

Complicated feeling!!

Just arrived Kuching again this morning. Now totally in a down mood.
Missing someone and at the same time many thing to do.
Now just hoping for someone give me strength to overcome this hard time that i need to go thru right now.
Sitting on the bed and memories start to flash back where those happy moments that i went thru this mid sem break.

Moment i am with ah kam and kau fu (took photo together for de first time)

 With u and missing u too~~

Valentine 2012 wit dear~~

My second celebration of valentine day since the last time of celebration on 2009..
Still remember that our 1st celebration was at Genting..
That time dear dear bought me one small piggy..
In this 2012 valentine day, another bear bear is added to my collection..
I name it "ah bear"~

bear comes together with rose

And we bought our flippers from 1st avenue..

purple colour is mine and blue colour belong to dear dear

Also not to forget of the cheese cake that dear dear bought for me in the evening...

marble cheese cake

Our 2012 valentine ended by watching "The Wedding Diary" by ah niu..
such a nice movie..

New year, new resolution

Again,,, is another new year which means i m getting older again..
think back the past one year, nothing much achievement that i have done..
hope that in dis 2012, i can be a better n smarter person..
pressure here n there... but no matter what happens, i still ned to continue my journey..
n for most important thing is dat in dis year hope dat i can find my real pathway for my future..
for now, faster go study ba..
getting lazier nowadays.. lack of motivation from ppl around me...
For this new year, i have made my own calender which i think izzit considered my first achievement for dis year?? hehehe